well,
im not actually being sarcastic or whatever that thought so. im not searching for the answer, i was looking for the question !!! so, what on earth you thought you are ? "am-i-wrong", and all that stuff which were very embarrasing, i just let myself through out up to this matter, but you know, im not the one who had an opinion. its u ! wake up my dear. theres no more 'awak-kite', no more 'playing with barbie doll'. just grow up then.
my dad always told me that everbody on this earth are not that good in friendship. well, i guessed its true. it was really true !! i'm tired of waiting the bla-bla matter which u're gonna say then. i'm tired to be nice at every distance of figures. and sometimes i'd been tired of talking to others with that lacks of confident that i always suffer on. it was because of u, u know !!!!
forgiveness is the easiest way of solving every problem. but u know, what he'd been suffer on after that ? just god only knew that. are u gonna say i'm a bitch ? well, i say before u, I AM A BITCH !!! i would say no after this to everyone. with the smile that i always been on to cheer up people was just worthless ! i repeat ; WORTHLESS ! u got it !
been a way from time was a waste, im not gonna be such an idiot. who cares what u'd said just then, it only words that described the elements. i never had good friends, i keep searching it till death ! but now i'm tired of searching it. come on la. i surrender up to that. i like myself to be alone, but sometimes i need friends to talk with. this feeling is undefined ! it would never ends, and thats im gonna faced la. x(
i'll keep saying to myself ; " tomorrow is better than yesterday "
i'll keep holding the sentence till now !
im sorry if u're in trouble
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